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Joseph Ng
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Monday, June 21, 2010
Yesterday night was really a bad night for me. I watched a anime show and finished at 12plus and went to sleep. I don't know when but i suddenly feel so empty inside my heart and listen to songs. Then, i think of my ex-gf rachel and my heart hurts badly and could not go to sleep. Although i told her we could be "close friends" but yesterday in my mind i feel like iam going to die without her. This is the first time i feel so much for a girl, probably because we had been together for a week but the truth is i love her so much that i can't let her worry. I talk to her today, although it's not face to face but i feel so relieved. I finally had the guts to tell her how i feel for her but she can't go out with me, this really hurts through my heart. I know that iam selfish because i didn't really think of her. Even so, i told her everything. Iam not sure how she truly feel about me because she leave the conversation right after i asked her how she feel about me now!!! Probably she's really busy with stuff or avoiding me. Either way i wait for her answer no matter how long it takes. That's what love is huh??? I'll try to focus on my exam today and hope that i can do well.